Short answer is I really, genuinely, don't know. Long answer is a little more detailed, but not much more...
Long answer please?
Long answer's all the reservations from before. It's weird though. I really fancy you and think we got on awesomely, but something's not there and I don't know what.
I didn't reply. Instead today I'm keeping busy with friends. I do have SOME self-respect, at least.
whoknows
I'm so sorry it didn't work out for you. At least you'll never be tormented with thoughts of what might have been. He's proved he's a complete waste of good oxygen. Don't waste another moment of your life thinking about him. You aren't silly, he is a psychopath that you are well rid of, and at least now he has proved it in spades. It's a cliche, but it's true - it's not you, it's him.