I got dumped!

I don't really know what I did.

Ok so I had a bit of a low day on Saturday (feeling down about these allergy problems and the side effects of the medicines), I had a bit of a whinge I'll admit.

But I more than made up for it on Monday with a fabulous meal and night out I planned for him.

I just can't believe it.

I feel sick. I can't believe I am back to square one and I ruined something without even realising it. What the hell is wrong with me?