I'm single
I'm unemployed
I'm bored
It's sunny
I have no desire to attempt to write my thesis (even though I have paid my course fees for the year)
I feel silly when I read back about how wonderful I thought A was (that's before I found THOSE emails)
But, I miss him
Well, I miss having someone
I miss having a wage!
I think I miss the wage more than I miss him
I had some time away, to think
But I enjoyed it so much I cried when I landed and went through Heathrow passport control
It's hard to define yourself without a job
I'd like to set up my own business, but doing what, I don't know
I don't have any capital anyway
My last long-term relationship ended FIVE years ago
Since then I have never quite made it to the 4 month mark
Does that say something about me?
Or them?
